Luahan Hati Ira...

ermmm ase xsedap badan...nak demam...pening kepala...nape ni...
ke sbb incident tu..? maybe la kot...yela..mane x..asyik pikirkan psal tu je..bersalah aku dibuatnye...tak tentu arah..tiap2 mlm asyik sebak je...
dia tatau pun..aku nak msg dye pun ase segan...tatau nak ckp ape..
kalo msg skali pon, aku tau dye mesti nak perli aku ngn "dak tu"..
aku hanya nak dia tau, cukup2 la tu dia perli aku lagi..kan aku dah minta maaf...aku tau mmg sulit tuk dia lupekan kejadian tu..sama juga ngn aku ni..luka walaupun sembuh masih ada parutnya jugak...aku tau aku salah..
tapi manusia memang x boleh lari dgn kesalahan kan..??? tiap kali dia perli aku, aku ase cam nak nangis je..nape dia msh ungkitkan kisah lalu haa.? pdhal dia sdri ckp ckup la smpai situ kes tu..aku ok..xnak ungkit2 lagi..tapi nape wak..? awk xsyg sy lagi ke..?nape sy ase kita asyik gaduh je kebelakangan ni..? ke awk da borink ngn sy..? sy tau sy ni xbape nak padan ngn awk...hurmm..
tapi satu je saya nak awak tau, ikhlas....saya memang sayangkan awak ar...kalo x, kenapa sy terhegeh2 anta msg kat awak tnye kbr, call awak..kalo sy dah ade org laen, sy terus terang ckp sy xsuke awk dah..cubelah awak paham sy..skali ni je..sy nak sgt2 awk paham sy..tolonglah...plizzz...
sy nak duk kl tu ary pon awk doakan sy smoga mendpt jodoh ngn org kL..slama kite kapel, sy tak pernah2 doakan camtu ar..tak pernah..never..! pastu awk ckp sy ni beria-ia nak duk kL sgt..mane x, cube awk paham..parents sy gi mekah..mesti la sy nak duk ngn kakak2 sy kat kL ni..tu pun awk tuduh sy cmtu...SAYA SEDIH SANGAT.. tapi awk xmerasai kesedihan sy tu..hnya saya je dpt rasa...
tapi takpe..sy lupekan sume tu..walaupun awk xkan baca blog sy ni, sy nak jugak awk tau yg SAYA MEMANG BETUL2 SAYANGKAN AWAK..TIADA ORANG LAIN LAGI YG BERTAKHTA DI HATI SAYA NI..IKHLAS SY CAKAP..SAYA XSUKE KITE ASYIK NAK GADUH MEMANJANG...SEBAB BILE KITE GADUH, HATI SAYA RESAH MEMANJANG..
TAPI TAKPELA..BIASA LA DLM BERCINTA KENA GADUH GAK..HUHU..nak menambahkan lagi kasih dan sayang..ermmm k la..stakat ni je la sy dapat luahkan..
lastly, ira sayang ayg sgt3...ayg xperlu was2 ngn ira lagi...

Bella Luna....

Mystery the moon
A hole in the sky
A supernatural nightlight
So full but often right
A pair of eyes a closin' one
A chosen child of golden sun
A marble dog that chases cars
To farthest reaches of the beach and far beyond into the swimming sea of stars

A cosmic fish they love to kiss
They're giving birth to constellation
No riffs and oh no reservation
If they should fall you get a wish or dedication
May I suggest you get the best
For nothing less than you and I
Let's take a chance as this romance is rising over before we lose the lighting
Oh bella bella please
Bella you beautiful luna
Oh bella do what you do
Do do do do do

You are an illuminating anchor
Of leagues to infinite number
Crashing waves and breaking thunder
Tiding the ebb and flows of hunger
You're dancing naked there for me
You expose all memory
You make the most of boundary
You're the ghost of royalty imposing love
You are the queen and king combining everything
Intertwining like a ring around the finger of a girl
I'm just a singer, you're the world
All I can bring ya
Is the language of a lover
Bella luna, my beautiful, beautiful moon
How you swoon me like no other

May I suggest you get the best
Of your wish may I insist
That no contest for little you or smaller I
A larger chance happened, all them they lie
On the rise, on the brink of our lives
Bella please
Bella you beautiful luna
Oh bella do what you do
Bella luna, my beautiful, beautiful moon
How you swoon me like no other, oh oh oh